today .,  9dec 09 . kinda bored . rot at home the whole day . Gonna b a gd girl . be my parent favourite daughter ahhs (: thats lame of me . sigh  . boring man . LALALALALASSS .

sing song and chat on9 . i like ZAI NUE . ?? -. - gonna b mad sooonnnnn .

why do i still feel the pain? am i that silly ? just get over it bitch .

   TO :  my girl . ( you know who youre )


i really dont know whats going on . i wont force you to tell me , i just want to let you know that if you really need someone to talk to or share your pain . im there for you , not telling me anythingy doesnt work . your face betray everythingy . it hurt me to see you in that state . i know that you dont want me to worry bout your stuff but i just want to know stuffs that concern bout you. can you please dont stuff every single thingys to yourself . it wont work my dear . i dont want to see you carry all those pain all by yourself . vent everythingys out instead . YOU DONT HAVE TO BE STRONG INFRONT OF ME . <3

yesterday lightstick sales sux.  im exhuasted and no one willing to buy . sigh . what happen to my bloody sales . why no one wanna buy? eh this time round the quality better le leh . hais . why sia . wasted my night at butterfactory . hmms went to work just now . the crew ther weird sia . crazy . why cant put me and grace together we also wont do any thingys wrong . sot de . sigh must wait till next year then can get my pay. what the hell how am i gonna live for the month of dec? oh my goash . feel like DYING . i need cash badly . $$$ how to get free money sia . life sux sia . nvm , i will work hard in my lightstick sale then .JIAYOU HUIHUI CHAN (:

THINK POSITIVE . MINUS X MINUS = PLUS . hahs. math theory (:

IRFAN! i uploaded the pic le . yeah . hahahs , sorry that i took so long .

HHAHS .LONGLONGLONG AGO pics .

AND HE WENT FOR A FLU JAB!! HIS SO COOL MAN .

OMG SO BRAVE . HIS MY HERO .

hmms gonna b a busy days this few week . got lot and lot of MISSION to carry out . hahs.

2morow gonna buy stocks for tues event at butter factory and need to go back sch to search for my stupig N level cert . damn that piece of paper man . ji dan gao . waste my time. hope can find back later . then dun need go MOE report . sigh -. -

yeah . peeps . if you saw this post ., gng clubbing on tue , get lightstick frm me and ling . yeah . the more you buy from us the merrier (:

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 Thingys was no longer the same .  its was just my dream . my wishful hope .

you treat me like a fool  . i know what's happening . i respect your decision .

i dont want to force you . but im upset and really hurt . its was my bad for losing you . and i regret now . but its too late . this time round its not gng work . thanks for the night . its my only memory now . my wish dont come true ...